i get frustrated very easily...why...why let people crawl under ur skin...tell them to go to hell..or create a space around u....dont let people hurt u...atleast dont give them the pleasure of knowing tht they can hurt u... be cool...take a breathe before replyin...tht way..u cool urself..and u also get to think...bout wht ur gonna say... the poise and tone r very important..is it possible to deepen ur voice..change it so it sounds a bit more sophisticated... i think everything is possible...just have to take the effort... stand erect....a slouch is a negative body language....means life has defeated u kinda attitude..but thts not me....so why project tht idea...look straight ahead...march into the dark lane....the sun has set....darkness looms all around u....wht awaits u 10 yards ahead...u have no inkling...r u gonna be alive after 15 minutes...who knws....the world is going at such a constant pace....it is not exactly..fast...but u woudnt call the earth a slowcoach...it moves...thts all tht matters..at a steady rate...thts how life should also be...slow and steady...then ull win the race..wasnt tht an old phrase...but im not sure bout it anymore....in this world..whre people buzz through life...each minute is precious...no time to stop and say hello...whts gonna happen to this world...the world is gonna spin so fast..tht all of us r gonna be thrown out of it....then we'll stop and say...oh dear...my life's over?..i havent had the time to enjoy it...
Saturday, February 21, 2004
Saturday, February 14, 2004
oh man..whts the matter with me...totally nuts...kranky....gosh....totally outta character..and im loving it...donno when the adreneline gonna come down...whoooaaa....felt grt man....real grt...the feelin....the excitement...the fun..the recklessness..throwng urself to the mercy of the wind...the rush of the gusts ...slow initially...gets stronger....until the current just pulls u up frm ur roots and dumps u in some foreign land..unknown people..unknown surroundings....till u scream out loud for the merry go round to stop turnin..coz ur head is in a greater turmoil inside..the centrifugal force is crushing u...its getting unbearable..the tranquilty of lonliness... silence.. peace... aaah....how calming...soltitude...the bliss of getting to hear the twittering of the sweet little lovebirds and mynahs...brings u back to earth...or kinda gives u an outta world feeling.....oh dear....stop this nonsense...!

