A tornado has been ravaging through the inner parts of my brain. Its about time for it to subside, but it strikes back in full force at the least expected time. How can a person lose sight of everything that meant soemthing to her.
Breaking free from all the bonds, im like the phoenix rising from her ashes. It has to rise .. it cant get buried under the debris.That is not how things happen in fairy tales.But alas, life is not a fairy tale. Why did they have to fill our brain with all those stories with happy endings. Happy endings dont happen in real life. In real life, people face broken hearts, sadness, misery, loneliness, disillusionment, etc, etc..
Everything happens for a reason, the reason might not be visible now, but later on in life i will look back and be glad things happened the way it did. Yes, i will be glad..

is it possible to raise ur level of thinkin...we can think only upto an extent... people hav diff perspectives...diff attitude...thts wht makes a soceity...aaah...is it possible for the same person to have diff perspectives....hmm...ya ofcourse...just hav to put urself in other people's shoe...and look around...hmm...
its really easy to talk bout totally meaningless things...but it takes guts to hav an opinion...and stand by it...do i have principles...my friend gives so much emphasis on principles... hmm... everyone's got principles..yup... me too...
when we reach a level of friendship ..its dificult to return...it can only get deeper...thts wht rahi said..hmm...dono...its possible either way...ive lost valuable friends coz of lack of initiative...it takes effort to build a friendship....as in civil engg terms...not enuf to just build a strong and beautiful house...it has to be maintained....the cowebs gotta be cleared...fresh air has to be brought in....life is all bout happiness...and friends r all bout spreadin joy and cheer....well...bak to reality...

wht is it...bout friendship....poets..authors...saints...everybody's got something to say bout it...advice bout how to maintain it....wht is all this hullabu all bout....friends r forever....friends ...friends...friends...in this world...people care two hoots bout friendship....friendliness has a ulterior motive..selfish needs....once the need is over.....it will be like...do i knw u...im sorry..i was so busy....
why did human beings have to be social animals...coudnt they have been isolated beings like the koala bear.....hmm..but the isolation of the koala bear is one of the reasons its gettin extinct....hmm extinct...wht would it be like to be the last one left in ur species....wud u be happy u survived coz..the strongest survive in the battle of life....or would u be sad tht everyone else left u and went....all depends on ur attitude....livin life is all bout havin the right attitude....optimistic approach....
an optimist seens the doughnut....a pessimist sees the hole...
wht a huge doughnut...hehe...

i get frustrated very easily...why...why let people crawl under ur skin...tell them to go to hell..or create a space around u....dont let people hurt u...atleast dont give them the pleasure of knowing tht they can hurt u... be cool...take a breathe before replyin...tht way..u cool urself..and u also get to think...bout wht ur gonna say... the poise and tone r very important..is it possible to deepen ur voice..change it so it sounds a bit more sophisticated... i think everything is possible...just have to take the effort... stand erect....a slouch is a negative body language....means life has defeated u kinda attitude..but thts not me....so why project tht idea...look straight ahead...march into the dark lane....the sun has set....darkness looms all around u....wht awaits u 10 yards ahead...u have no inkling...r u gonna be alive after 15 minutes...who knws....the world is going at such a constant pace....it is not exactly..fast...but u woudnt call the earth a slowcoach...it moves...thts all tht matters..at a steady rate...thts how life should also be...slow and steady...then ull win the race..wasnt tht an old phrase...but im not sure bout it anymore....in this world..whre people buzz through life...each minute is precious...no time to stop and say hello...whts gonna happen to this world...the world is gonna spin so fast..tht all of us r gonna be thrown out of it....then we'll stop and say...oh dear...my life's over?..i havent had the time to enjoy it...

oh man..whts the matter with me...totally nuts...kranky....gosh....totally outta character..and im loving it...donno when the adreneline gonna come down...whoooaaa....felt grt man....real grt...the feelin....the excitement...the fun..the recklessness..throwng urself to the mercy of the wind...the rush of the gusts ...slow initially...gets stronger....until the current just pulls u up frm ur roots and dumps u in some foreign land..unknown people..unknown surroundings....till u scream out loud for the merry go round to stop turnin..coz ur head is in a greater turmoil inside..the centrifugal force is crushing u...its getting unbearable..the tranquilty of lonliness... silence.. peace... aaah....how calming...soltitude...the bliss of getting to hear the twittering of the sweet little lovebirds and mynahs...brings u back to earth...or kinda gives u an outta world feeling.....oh dear....stop this nonsense...!

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